Sunday, August 8, 2010

Before I was a Mom...

Before I was a Mom I made and ate hot meals.
I had unstained clothes.
I had quiet conversations on the phone.

Before I was a mom I slept as late as I wanted.
And never worried about how late I got into bed.
I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was a mom I cleaned my house each day.
I never tripped over toys or forgot the words to lullibies.

Before I was a mom I didn't worry about whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a mom I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on, peed on, or pinched by tiny fingers.
Before I was a mom I had complete control of my mind, my thoughts, my body and all my feelings.





Before I was a mom I never held down a screaming child so a doctor could do tests or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got glouriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a mom I never held a sleeping baby because I didn't want to put him down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces because I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a mom.

Before I was a mom I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a Mother and her child.
I didn't know something so small could make me feel so important.

Before I was a mom I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was OK.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache or the satisfaction of being a Mom.






I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much...
...before I was a Mom.

{author unknown}

3 comments:

HandsomeRob said...

Beautiful pictures and I love the quote maybe I'll copy it and have it framed, it's so sweet and so true!
April

Josh and Jolie said...

thanks alot Jess for making me cry!! ;-)
j/k
that's such a beautiful poem. it's SO true. Before having my own babies, I was never really a 'baby person'. But once I experienced the joy of caring for another person as wholly as we do as moms, it changes you in so many positive ways.....and maybe a few negative ways as well!?#
(i.e. I thought I was a patient person BEFORE having preschoolers...I used to be a meticulous housekeeper...HA...I used to fit size 5 pants....big HAHA....)
but it's totally worth it, huh!

Jeff and Andrea Ashmore Family said...

What a sweet little man!
Love the poem, I thought you wrote it!
So true.
Glad you are loving motherhood. It's the best!!